65) this year is my year.
64) i hate myself.
63) i’m pathetic.
62) i get really scared and paranoid at night.
61) i actually really wish i was pretty enough to be flaunted all over tumblr, or even just for my followers to appreciate.
i’ll just continue to spam you with my face until said wish comes true.
even though it won’t.
60) i often feel really spoiled because i have a lot and i complain really bad sometimes but i do appreciate all of my belongings and friendships.
59) i secretly listen to a lot of music that i’d get made fun of for so i don’t let anyone see my ipod.
58) i watch all the kardashian shows everyday, no shame.
057) what i like about you is basically my favorite show ever.
056) i hope my first tattoo will be of a dove carrying a ribbon attached to either a heart or butterfly.
i’m going to explain this one. doves are the symbol for peace and butterflies are what i draw on my wrist when i want to cut. so combining the two would show that i have gained the strength in myself to defeat this awful addiction and attain an over all peace within myself. i said either a heart or butterfly because i believe a heart would most likely look better for the tattoo, but i haven’t decided yet.
055) my favorite songs of all time are so different from my favorite songs of today.
054) i’m so happy it’s the end of this school year, never more so in my life.
053) i want to be pretty and thin. i can attain thin, but pretty will just never be…
052) i don’t like it when people fight it makes me nervous and upset and blah.
051) i’m so sick of stretch marks and rolls i just want to be thin.
